Shut Up and Listen to Graciela!

* Time Isn't Wasted When You're Getting Wasted

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*Yo Ho!

*WARNING: THE FOLLOWING DISCUSSION CONTAINS STRONG LANGUAGE. VIEWER DISCRETION IS ADVISED.
*Yo Ho - Jonas Brothers
**RANT: VACATION
*Yo Ho - Jonas Brothers
Hey people!
Grace here, sorry for such a late post. Get used to it, cuz now I'm really gonna buckle down and start doing my school work. I realised I'm much more powerful with smarts and words than physical contact. ILY NIKKI. Hope you all had a rockin' spring break, I know I did ;)

*You Better Run Like the Devil, Cause They're Never Gonna Leave You Alone

*WARNING: THE FOLLOWING DISCUSSION CONTAINS STRONG LANGUAGE. VIEWER DISCRETION IS ADVISED.
*House of Wolves - My Chemical Romance
*** Rant: Comments, Jonas Brothers, Movies***
*House of Wolves - My Chemical Romance
SOUND CARD REQUIRED! Sorry sidekick users :-\
I'm no longer posting transcripts up on my podcast. I has come to my knowledge that the transcripts are HELPING a certain bitch, so I won't post them. Lucky me, she doesn't have a sound card so, All of you just press the play button to hear my podcast. The above is just a jist of what the AUDIO is about.
Oh, this episode, and all others, are downloadable! Go ahead and download, its an MP3 file :-)
I LOVE YOU JOE! There, I said it.

*Desolation ROW

*WARNING: THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS STRONG LANGUAGE. VEIWER DISCRETION IS ADVISED
*DESOLATION ROW - MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE
***RANT****
*DESOLATION ROW - MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE
I know I didn't write my usual transcript, but this was quick and last second.  If I didn't check my Gmail, I wouldn't have known what the hell had been commented on.

*Nightmares Consume Me

*WARNING: THE FOLLOWING DISCUSSION CONTAINS STRONG LANGUAGE. VIEWER DISCRETION IS ADVISED.
*PAPERCUT - LINKIN PARK
My nightmares terrorize me constantly. They're so gory and horrific, Wes Craven would vomit at the sight of them. Oh yeah, its that horrible. They're almost always the same.
It always starts with me and my friends. Happy times, fun times. Then something goes horribly wrong [fight, argument, wrong thing being said, etc] and I end up dying in a terrible and unimaginably possible death. Occasionally, the terror would just start immediately. I want to escape [wake up] but I can't. It won't let me go!
The part that makes me really jump...It's always the same guy who kills me and I know exactly who it is.
Weapons he's used? Dozens. Swords, guns, flamethrower, his bare hands, copper wire, machete, knifes, a titanium pipe and dry ice mixed with paint. It scares the living shit outta me. It feels so real and...I just wake up in a cold sweat and cry into my pillow.
Its been happening ever since the 12th...when he got locked up. I never ment for that to happen. The detective said he was gon atalk to him, not...arrest him. I swear that's what he told me. Why he got arrested...I can't really say. I quote the dectective saying:
I won't arrest him unless he rolls in here like a badass.
Anywho, back to my sub-conscience. And its not only him in the nightmares. Sometimes, other people would help by hitting me or stabbing me or something. It's really fricken scary. Like you have to envision it in order to see what I'm saying. Like these nightmares are really fucking me up and I want them out of my sub conscience... I'll tell you guys one right now.
I was in California. I was driving when my car collided with a 16 wheeler. My car was totaled but I [miraculously] lived. It was one night in the hospital when 'R' covered my mouth and said "Scream and we'll blow your brains out faster". 'A' then came and took his sword...Damien, I think..and stabbed it cleanly through my chest. I let out a scream and he took out another sword and stabbed it through my throat. That made me choke on a mix of my own vomit and blood.  They both let out smirks and laughs as 'A2' came, took out a sword and stabbed it through my head.
I woke up with cold sweat on my face and I need to cry. So I let it out on my pillow and fell back asleep.
Anyone know how to make these stop?
XOXO, Graciela
*PAPERCUT - LINKIN PARK

*Rant on...Random #1

*WARNING: THE FOLLOWING DISCUSSION CONTAINS STRONG LANGUAGE. VIEWER DISCRETION IS ADVISED.
*PEACE SIGN/INDEX DOWN - GYM CLASS HEROES
Hello, and welcome to episode dos. My name is Grace or Graciela.
Now I have a few things I wanna discuss on here right now.  I'm tired of people giving other people labels. If someone has the slightest thought about dying, all of a fucking sudden they're emo!? What kinda bullshit is that? If that's the case I know a whole bunch of fucking people that are emo, but they don't look like it.  What, if I get straight A's that makes me asian? LOL. I'm sorry that was racist/stereotypical.
Next issue. If I don't know you and you don't know me personally, then do us all a favor and stop talking mindless shit if you never even came into contact with me! It's bull! This bitch starts telling her little brother [my ex] "That bitch needs to get tested for drugs and STDs, she look ugly, you got bad taste" Bitch, peace sign/index down. Why don't you go chase after some fruit loops with that big old Toucan nose? Can't you have one pair of lips that isnt always flapping in the breeze?!
Moving along. If you're my orthodonist, its your job to take care of my braces, not critise the job that my dentist is doing. "Oh, you're teeth need cleaning-" "You simple bitch, I just got them cleaned! Deadass! Worry about tightening my braces, you axe-wound!" And PS, my teeth and breath, are better then YOURS! :P
Last thoughts..hmmm. Well, there's a lot of y'all that can't stand me cuz my resemblence to royality is uncanny. Fuck you, this is for my family, friends, and my lover.
I'm in a good mood lately, don't ruin it.
XOXO, Graciela
*PEACE SIGN/INDEX DOWN - GYM CLASS HEROES

*My First Podcast!

*WARNING: THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS STRONG LANGUAGE AND CONTENT. VIEWER DISCRETION IS ADVISED.
*LET IT ROCK - KEVIN RUDOLF*
I love this song...OK, that's enough. Welcome one and all to my very own podcast. My name is Grace and I'm here to shed my..opinion on the recent happenings of my life. So...what should my first episode be about? Oh, I wanna set the record straight. If you threaten a person and have the knowledge that they have ties with the NYPD and you get your ass arrested...please don't say that its not your flault. Its bullshit. OK, some guy IMed me under a fake SN expecting me not to know automatically who he was and he said "I would put a .45 to your head and bust a cap in it, but I choose not to"...Really? After being friend with me and hearing me repeatidly say, "My father's a police officer; I'm good with the police; I can get someone arrested like THAT" after hearing me say all that, you're gonna be that stupid, that myopic to say "I'mma bust a cap in your head"...? Funny shit is, I thought the person who said it, knew better. But I guess I was wrong.
Also, what's this bullshit about throwing people who live down the fucking block a "goodbye party"...? It's not like he's moving or anything, no, its that he fucked up, his parents got pissed and are now gonna transfer him. It's not my fault, the cops don't give 2 shits if we stay in the same school. As long as he stays away from me, its all good, but no I'm the asshole. "Grace, shame on you. Cuz of you he's leaving us."
One, he LIVES DOWN THE FUCKING BLOCK! You hang out until 8 anyway, so you could still visit his ass. How big of a fucking loss is that?
Two, you must be a complete fucking idiot to blame me for some shit he did to himself. He could of said anything, but no, he chose to threaten me, so really is it my flaut?
"But it's unfair Graciela!" Bullshit it's unfair. I know I did something wrong by posting their skeletons on my blog, but hey, I loved them they hurt me..BAD, OK. It's not like I came outta nowhere with that shit. I understand my past isn't prestine, but they're not any better then me.
OK, whatever, I'm done. My highly anticipated "BAZTARDS rant" has been done. Now I can go back to my Global flashcards.
XOXO, Graciela.
*LET IT ROCK - KEVIN RUDOLF*
I apologize for the AIM sounds and the fact that youtube [where I played the music] kept skipping. The next episode [February 25] should be better and funny cuz hopefully I'll have a comedic rant ready by then.